Another Quiet Day
I Worry/I Worry Not
I just wrote a whole post about all the things that are grinding away at me at the moment (ph.d viva, job hunt, moving, etc.).
It was a lengthy piece about all the worries, near-panics, moments of blood-boiling terror, stress, anxiety and small nagging doubts.
I deleted the whole damn thing. Of course.
Because I found that, after writing it, I felt a whole lot better.
Doesn't change that my life is in the middle of a transition of massive proportions, the likes of which happens only once or twice in a decade.
But that in itself is just fun.
Other things will wear you down if you let them, but on the whole, stuff's happening.
Shit's taking place.
Events are on the horizon.
Screws are loose and the buggy's careening down the hill.
And change was to be found for all.
Well... at least for me.
Update: It crosses my mind that one of the fun things to do after a few weeks will be to rewrite the 'about' page. You can see the link to the current 'edition' at the bottom of this page.
It's already woefully out of date, bordering on misdirection.
On the other hand, it will be fun to see the changes that have taken place over the years, and to see them in writing.
Baldur Bjarnason – 29/8/06
